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Ms. Dee's picture

My chaos

Step Number: 
Topic: 
Unmanageability
Question: 
What does unmanageability mean to me?

To me when my life is unmanageable. The bills are not paid, I'm surrounded in chaos and violence, be it verbal or physical. I'm a mess mentally, physically and spirituality.

Ms. Dee's picture

My chaos

Step Number: 
Topic: 
Unmanageability
Question: 
What does unmanageability mean to me?

To me when my life is unmanageable. The bills are not paid, I'm surrounded in chaos and violence, be it verbal or physical. I'm a mess mentally, physically and spirituality.

Ms. Dee's picture

My chaos

Step Number: 
Topic: 
Unmanageability
Question: 
What does unmanageability mean to me?

To me when my life is unmanageable. The bills are not paid, I'm surrounded in chaos and violence, be it verbal or physical. I'm a mess mentally, physically and spirituality.

Annamarie0177's picture

NA step 1

Step Number: 
Topic: 
Unmanageability
Question: 
What does unmanageability mean to me?

Dishonest to my familyou

Neglectid my kidschedule

Lost parental rights to my older ones

Lost our homend

Couldn't keep car

Unable to focus on responsibilities 

Couldn't keep job or find one

Annamarie0177's picture

NA step 1

Step Number: 
Topic: 
Unmanageability
Question: 
What does unmanageability mean to me?

Dishonest to my familyou

Neglectid my kidschedule

Lost parental rights to my older ones

Lost our homend

Couldn't keep car

Unable to focus on responsibilities 

Couldn't keep job or find one

Annamarie0177's picture

NA step 1

Step Number: 
Topic: 
Unmanageability
Question: 
What does unmanageability mean to me?

Dishonest to my familyou

Neglectid my kidschedule

Lost parental rights to my older ones

Lost our homend

Couldn't keep car

Unable to focus on responsibilities 

Couldn't keep job or find one

Annamarie0177's picture

NA step 1

Step Number: 
Topic: 
Unmanageability
Question: 
What does unmanageability mean to me?

Dishonest to my familyou

Neglectid my kidschedule

Lost parental rights to my older ones

Lost our homend

Couldn't keep car

Unable to focus on responsibilities 

Couldn't keep job or find one

Annamarie0177's picture

NA step 1

Step Number: 
Topic: 
Unmanageability
Question: 
What does unmanageability mean to me?

Dishonest to my familyou

Neglectid my kidschedule

Lost parental rights to my older ones

Lost our homend

Couldn't keep car

Unable to focus on responsibilities 

Couldn't keep job or find one

Annamarie0177's picture

NA step 1

Step Number: 
Topic: 
Unmanageability
Question: 
What does unmanageability mean to me?

Dishonest to my familyou

Neglectid my kidschedule

Lost parental rights to my older ones

Lost our homend

Couldn't keep car

Unable to focus on responsibilities 

Couldn't keep job or find one

Annamarie0177's picture

NA step 1

Step Number: 
Topic: 
Unmanageability
Question: 
What does unmanageability mean to me?

Dishonest to my familyou

Neglectid my kidschedule

Lost parental rights to my older ones

Lost our homend

Couldn't keep car

Unable to focus on responsibilities 

Couldn't keep job or find one

Annamarie0177's picture

NA step 1

Step Number: 
Topic: 
Unmanageability
Question: 
What does unmanageability mean to me?

Dishonest to my familyou

Neglectid my kidschedule

Lost parental rights to my older ones

Lost our homend

Couldn't keep car

Unable to focus on responsibilities 

Couldn't keep job or find one

Annamarie0177's picture

NA step 1

Step Number: 
Topic: 
Unmanageability
Question: 
What does unmanageability mean to me?

Dishonest to my familyou

Neglectid my kidschedule

Lost parental rights to my older ones

Lost our homend

Couldn't keep car

Unable to focus on responsibilities 

Couldn't keep job or find one

Annamarie0177's picture

NA step 1

Step Number: 
Topic: 
Unmanageability
Question: 
What does unmanageability mean to me?

Dishonest to my familyou

Neglectid my kidschedule

Lost parental rights to my older ones

Lost our homend

Couldn't keep car

Unable to focus on responsibilities 

Couldn't keep job or find one

new

Hi all i am new here i am and quite confused i am about the sponser and the 12 steps of Na i was wondering if someone could help me i attended two meetings so far last week i have but i didn't hear anything about sponser or anything i never done the 12 step before can someone help me please thank you

Pam's recovery journal's picture

my opiate addiction

Step Number: 
Topic: 
Surrender
Question: 
What am I afraid of about the concept of surrender, if anything? What convinces me that I can't use successfully anymore?

the main thing that convinces me that i cant use sucessfully anymore is the fact that i dont like who i became when i was using. i lied to everyone around me including those whom i loved the most.

Pam's recovery journal's picture

my opiate addiction

Step Number: 
Topic: 
Surrender
Question: 
What am I afraid of about the concept of surrender, if anything? What convinces me that I can't use successfully anymore?

the main thing that convinces me that i cant use sucessfully anymore is the fact that i dont like who i became when i was using. i lied to everyone around me including those whom i loved the most.

Pam's recovery journal's picture

my opiate addiction

Step Number: 
Topic: 
Moving on
Question: 
How do I know it's time to move on?

tuesday 12-9-16    days clean - 51

Pam's recovery journal's picture

my opiate addiction

Step Number: 
Topic: 
Moving on
Question: 
How do I know it's time to move on?

tuesday 12-9-16    days clean - 51

pressure

hi my nameis jemma and im an alcholic.

i am currently 7 days away from being 2years clean and sober.

i work an aa programme and imlucky my sponsor lets me include other addictions.

How to conquer my fear

I didn't know I needed to. I was to much making arrangements to make a daily planner. Just so I wouldn't have free time on my hands so when I quit it wouldn't be so hard on me. Then I started to read that fear was a big contributor to forcing people into relapse. And it all made perfect sense to me and as I sat back to listen to my thoughts , I heard myself scared of different things as well. I realized I too was scared of my fear. I feared fear also. And if I didn't face my fear then I was going to have minimal results in effort given.

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