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Can I begin my recovery without a complete surrender?

Could I? I mean, i understand i CAN'T do this another day, i want to have a clear mind but i also feel like that isnt enough and if whatever else i am not putting into this, i won't be successful. I am scared and yet, very willing to apply myself but am i being totally honest? Making excuses? Justifying it all in the back of my head? And why do i feel this way?

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