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"The Truth"

Just for Today - October 17

"Everything we know is subject to revision, especially what we know about the truth."

Basic Text, p.91

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Annamarie0177's picture

NA step 1

Step Number: 
Topic: 
Unmanageability
Question: 
What does unmanageability mean to me?

Dishonest to my familyou

Neglectid my kidschedule

Lost parental rights to my older ones

Lost our homend

Couldn't keep car

Unable to focus on responsibilities 

Couldn't keep job or find one

Annamarie0177's picture

NA step 1

Step Number: 
Topic: 
Unmanageability
Question: 
What does unmanageability mean to me?

Dishonest to my familyou

Neglectid my kidschedule

Lost parental rights to my older ones

Lost our homend

Couldn't keep car

Unable to focus on responsibilities 

Couldn't keep job or find one

Annamarie0177's picture

NA step 1

Step Number: 
Topic: 
Unmanageability
Question: 
What does unmanageability mean to me?

Dishonest to my familyou

Neglectid my kidschedule

Lost parental rights to my older ones

Lost our homend

Couldn't keep car

Unable to focus on responsibilities 

Couldn't keep job or find one

Annamarie0177's picture

NA step 1

Step Number: 
Topic: 
Unmanageability
Question: 
What does unmanageability mean to me?

Dishonest to my familyou

Neglectid my kidschedule

Lost parental rights to my older ones

Lost our homend

Couldn't keep car

Unable to focus on responsibilities 

Couldn't keep job or find one

Annamarie0177's picture

NA step 1

Step Number: 
Topic: 
Unmanageability
Question: 
What does unmanageability mean to me?

Dishonest to my familyou

Neglectid my kidschedule

Lost parental rights to my older ones

Lost our homend

Couldn't keep car

Unable to focus on responsibilities 

Couldn't keep job or find one

Annamarie0177's picture

NA step 1

Step Number: 
Topic: 
Unmanageability
Question: 
What does unmanageability mean to me?

Dishonest to my familyou

Neglectid my kidschedule

Lost parental rights to my older ones

Lost our homend

Couldn't keep car

Unable to focus on responsibilities 

Couldn't keep job or find one

Annamarie0177's picture

NA step 1

Step Number: 
Topic: 
Unmanageability
Question: 
What does unmanageability mean to me?

Dishonest to my familyou

Neglectid my kidschedule

Lost parental rights to my older ones

Lost our homend

Couldn't keep car

Unable to focus on responsibilities 

Couldn't keep job or find one

Annamarie0177's picture

NA step 1

Step Number: 
Topic: 
Unmanageability
Question: 
What does unmanageability mean to me?

Dishonest to my familyou

Neglectid my kidschedule

Lost parental rights to my older ones

Lost our homend

Couldn't keep car

Unable to focus on responsibilities 

Couldn't keep job or find one

Annamarie0177's picture

NA step 1

Step Number: 
Topic: 
Unmanageability
Question: 
What does unmanageability mean to me?

Dishonest to my familyou

Neglectid my kidschedule

Lost parental rights to my older ones

Lost our homend

Couldn't keep car

Unable to focus on responsibilities 

Couldn't keep job or find one

Annamarie0177's picture

NA step 1

Step Number: 
Topic: 
Unmanageability
Question: 
What does unmanageability mean to me?

Dishonest to my familyou

Neglectid my kidschedule

Lost parental rights to my older ones

Lost our homend

Couldn't keep car

Unable to focus on responsibilities 

Couldn't keep job or find one

new

Hi all i am new here i am and quite confused i am about the sponser and the 12 steps of Na i was wondering if someone could help me i attended two meetings so far last week i have but i didn't hear anything about sponser or anything i never done the 12 step before can someone help me please thank you

Pam's recovery journal's picture

my opiate addiction

Step Number: 
Topic: 
Surrender
Question: 
What am I afraid of about the concept of surrender, if anything? What convinces me that I can't use successfully anymore?

the main thing that convinces me that i cant use sucessfully anymore is the fact that i dont like who i became when i was using. i lied to everyone around me including those whom i loved the most.

Pam's recovery journal's picture

my opiate addiction

Step Number: 
Topic: 
Surrender
Question: 
What am I afraid of about the concept of surrender, if anything? What convinces me that I can't use successfully anymore?

the main thing that convinces me that i cant use sucessfully anymore is the fact that i dont like who i became when i was using. i lied to everyone around me including those whom i loved the most.

Pam's recovery journal's picture

my opiate addiction

Step Number: 
Topic: 
Moving on
Question: 
How do I know it's time to move on?

tuesday 12-9-16    days clean - 51

Pam's recovery journal's picture

my opiate addiction

Step Number: 
Topic: 
Moving on
Question: 
How do I know it's time to move on?

tuesday 12-9-16    days clean - 51

How to conquer my fear

I didn't know I needed to. I was to much making arrangements to make a daily planner. Just so I wouldn't have free time on my hands so when I quit it wouldn't be so hard on me. Then I started to read that fear was a big contributor to forcing people into relapse. And it all made perfect sense to me and as I sat back to listen to my thoughts , I heard myself scared of different things as well. I realized I too was scared of my fear. I feared fear also. And if I didn't face my fear then I was going to have minimal results in effort given.

I'm still chained with my own shackles of addiction.

This is my first time posting. I'm not sure if I'm doing this right either. So excuse me if I'm wrong. 
I've never been to a NA meeting. I want to go but am scared to go alone. I know until I do then ill never get a sponsor nor will I find my recovery. Yes, I'm still an active user. I don't want to be. I miss my 14 month old daughter and want to see and hold her. I'm tired of being a slave to heroin. 
asobermamaw's picture

How am I powerless

Step Number: 
Topic: 
The disease of addiction
Question: 
What does "the disease of addiction" mean to me?

  The disease of addiction means to me to never have another easy day. To never have another day free from thinking about getting and using drugs. The disease of addiction is like a death sentence to me.

asobermamaw's picture

How am I powerless

Step Number: 
Topic: 
The disease of addiction
Question: 
What does "the disease of addiction" mean to me?

  The disease of addiction means to me to never have another easy day. To never have another day free from thinking about getting and using drugs. The disease of addiction is like a death sentence to me.

kat2488's picture

My powerlessness

Step Number: 
Topic: 
Powerlessness
Question: 
Over what, exactly, am I powerless?

Powerless from getting myself out of this deep black hole.

No control over thinking I need a substance to make me feel better

loss of control from doing what I say and doing what I say

To be continued....

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