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Drug and alcohol addiction

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Topic: 
The disease of addiction
Question: 
What is it like when I'm obsessed with something? Does my thinking follow a pattern? Describe.

When I am obsessed with something, I can't function normally. I can't listen to other people talking. I can't be productive. 

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Drug and alcohol addiction

Step Number: 
Topic: 
The disease of addiction
Question: 
Has my disease been active recently? In what way?

Yes. . . 

Yogiart's picture

Drug and alcohol addiction

Step Number: 
Topic: 
The disease of addiction
Question: 
What does "the disease of addiction" mean to me?
  • Thinking thoughts I do not want to think
  • Doing things I do not want to do that lead to self degradation and unhealthy and purposeless life.

weight gain...still

so here i am, 6 and half years clean and i am battling my weight...again. having once ballooned up to 314, then gotten down to 233, now, after injury and baumgartner type dive off the healthy food wagon i am at 299. i have to find my way again, out of the obsession of eating. it is "using" in a different sort of way- the drugs are gone but the need to fill a craving remains.

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